This may a lil outdated announcement..

Just to say that..I'm no longer the employee of The Hunter Group.

Currently still unemployed.. but, aiming for an interview which need to wait a few more months..and I'm working out on something too now..
If i ever succeed, then only I shall announce again.. If not, I will just find a permanent job start next year~

Thanks ^^

Hey hey..

I'm currently working as a Recruitment Consultant with The Hunter Group Recruitment Agency.

I've created another blog of mine to post up job opportunities/vacancies. Please do visit http://www.employers-and-employees.blogspot.com from time to time to get the latest job updates available.

Will do some updates via Facebook too. Join our Page at Facebook as well at

http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Hunter-Group-Recruitment-Agency/134511903255912

Do spread the words to your other friends who need our services. Also for those employers who have any open positions in their company to fill up. May contact the hunter group or me for more details on the terms and conditions.

Drop us your resume as well too ^^

Thank you and have a nice day~

Time flies.. really flies..

One and a half months of holidays just gone like that..
But yeah, I did enjoy myself where I reward myself a relaxing and lazying holidays.. lol.. but I did earned some $$ too ya ^^


Now, I'm a 3rd Year university student.. graduating soon in about 7 months time..

Come to think about it.. I do have a lil fear.. fear of where will I be going after I grad? What will I be then? What types of challenges will I face?? Will everything well arranged for me?? hahaha.. I wish~ lol..

Well, I do have a mission actually... but the devils inside me are much stronger than me.. sigh~
Now I really really want it..!!! But scared of the disappointment I might get if I fail... but hey~ I haven't even try yet.. how to fail right???

I'll just try my very best! And also hope to have FULL supports from friends and family of cos~


Till end of the year or next year.. I'm not sure.. I will also be working part time 3 days a week.. I will take this as challenge too~ I hope that the more busy I become, the more hardworking I will be too.. haha.. Say NO to Procrastination!! ;)


As usual~ I always wanted to have good results in every semester.. But, I always disappoint myself.. but this time, again~ I will try my best! Just two subjects.. Double A for this!!! LOL~ *don't blow too loud* haha..


To All my Utar kawan kawan~ Let's enjoy to the max in our last year together~ After this, we will go on our own path, different paths~ and will not be able to meet everyday like now..


Wishing you girls all the best.. study hard and together aim for the BEST! :)

Hey people..

Miss me ma???? hahahaha...

It's been about 3 months since my last update.. which was a very sad post.. hehe..

What do you think about this new blogskin?? Still something similar to my previous one ya?

Special thanks to Jazlyn Ooi Khai Fang aka Ah Po!!! For helping me to change and edit the whole thing!!! hahaha.. if not I would not come back too..

Been too lazy and doesn't know where to start?? sigh~


:)


Well, I'm currently on my semester break.. can consider a long break too, after my Internship. Now left about 3 more weeks before Year 3 Semester 2 starts. WOW... Y3S2 edy???? So freaking fast wei...!!! Going to grad soon?? My God @@ I don't want to.. hahahah :P

What I've done for the past 4-5 weeks of holidays?? LOL...

Lepak and exercise in the Malls.. hahahaha.. watching a drama on Youtube - The Little Nyonya, Facebooking of course - current active games is Treasure Mania.. haha.. Go out for Soka Gakkai meetings.. due to H1N1, many meets have been slow down and even the cultural group practice has been canceled until further notice~ I wanna dance~~~!! sigh... Cleaned my room, I think only 60% are done.. haha.. I had a new DIY notice board :)

Supposed to go for a job interview as a part time customer service.. but but.. it's still pending~

But I got a job with A&L for 3 days exhibition next month and 1 more function on this week.

And.. supposed to do my FYP!! muahahhaha... but.. but again.. sigh.. LAZY is the key word here! Help larrrr~!!!! Scared yet not doing anything! :(


Since I'm quite 'free' now, I really want to take this opportunity to keep back in touch with some friends... long lost friends.. hehe :) And of course.. to have a good rest~ I don't mind just staying at home whole day for few days doing nothing.. hahahah :P How many times in our live we got such a break??? Not anymore when you start to work~ right?? :)

Dearest 3100~

You are my very first handphone that been with me for almost 6 years.. I bought u home with me with my hard earned salary...haha.. but now, I had to say goodbye to u.. I've no idea where that idiot will dump u but.. may u rest in peace~ You're the Strongest handphone I ever met~

I miss you~



Dearest Papupi~

You were given to me by my friend Miss Pee for my *i forgot which* birthday present.
I really liked you so much.. black and green.. what a cool combinations of colours.. and the logo there is so so cute~.. but now.. I've nothing else to replace you.. I will remember u always and I'm sorry that I had to let you go at such a young age..

I miss you~




Dearest 3 Flowers Bag~

Among hundreds and thousands bags available at the clearance stock fair.. I've picked you~ You looked so beautiful to me and I've chosen to bring you home with me with 70% offer.. haha.. I guess I could not celebrate our 1st year anniversary together cos ur gone now.. We tried looking for you in rubbish bins and on the floor but I know its hopeless.. I was only carrying 0.001% of hope with me that time.. I'm sorry... I shouldn't have brought u there and left you alone.. I was just too naive.. But I've got some in exchanged with you loss.. is the LESSON that I've learned~

I miss you~



Dearest Greenie Specs

Without you, I will recognise the wrong person, Without you, I could not watch the TV clearly, Without you, I could not see the road properly, Without you, i have to sit about 30cm apart from the monitor, Without you, I will be suffering.. like now~ We've been together for about 3 years perhaps.. I rmbr this specs was similar with my husband's green specs.. lol.. It's time to let u go now as the doctor had advised me before that you're old.. Its time for me to get a new one.. BUT for sure I will not forget your service to me~

I miss you~



Dearest All~

I'm really sorry that I bought u all there but never get to bring you back home with me..

Its because of my STUPIDITY that causes all these to happen..


Yea~ I've learned my Lesson.. will never repeat this anymore, I swear~





I'm still grieving~

hahhahaa...


I'm joining this....




Malaysian Environmental NGO - Mengo Green Hunt 2009


Of cos its not individual la.. play in a team of 4~ consist of Goh Jia Hui, Lai Kar Men, Ooi Khai Fang and I.. hahahha... girls power wei~~!! :)

paid registration fees which is kinda expensive for a game like this.. but the prize will be worth more than 20K... (if we win la) hahaahha :P


Will be Treasure Hunting in Klang Valley for half a day.. wow~ haha.. do I still have de stamina to run and walk?? I doubt it.. haha.. need to train from now on liao.. still got about 2 weeks from now on.. hey, jazlyn ah po.. come.. we gambate together la.. hahaha..

This thing reminds me of Scouts life last time.. haha.. during dunno what camp.. we sure have to hunt the whole PJ area.. even raining also we continue our journey.. quite memorable also la such experiences.. haha.. the tired-ness that we suffered.. lol..


Hope this will be a great one... haha.. kinda excited now also edy.. hahaha.. and of cos.. hope we can WIN yeah~~~ hahahahahhaa... ^^

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks-
masks that I'm afraid to take off
and none of them are me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me
But don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure
That all is sunny and unruffled with me
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name
and coolness my game,
that the water's calm
and I'm in command,
and that I need no one.
But don't believe me. Please!

My surface may be smooth but my surface is my mask,
My ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.
Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence.
Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness.
But I hide this.
I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weaknesses
and fear exposing them.
That's why I frantically create my masks to hide behind.
They're nonchalant, sophisticated facades to help me pretend,
To shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only salvation,
and I know it.

That is, if it's followed by acceptance,
and if it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls.


I dislike hiding, honestly
I dislike the superficial game I'm playing,
the superficial phony game.
I'd really like to be genuine and me.
But I need your help, your hand to hold
Even though my masks would tell you otherwise
That glance from you is the only thing that assures me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.

But I don't tell you this.
I don't dare.
I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid you'll think less of me, that you'll laugh
and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing, that I'm just no good
and you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a facade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the parade of masks,
The glittering but empty parade of masks,
and my life becomes a front.
I idly chatter to you in suave tones of surface talk.
I tell you everything that's nothing
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying
Please listen carefully and try to hear
what I'm not saying
Hear what I'd like to say
but what I can not say.


It will not be easy for you,
long felt inadequacies make my defenses strong.
The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
Despite what books say of men, I am irrational;
I fight against the very thing that I cry out for.
you wonder who I am
you shouldn't
for I am everyman
and everywoman
who wears a mask.

Don't be fooled by me.
At least not by the face I wear.

-----author unknown and it has been published in a number of books.

Finally...

After so long planning and making decisions whether to perm or rebond.. at last.. yesterday..

I went..

I've straightened my hair..!! haha.. at Kim Marie, SS2..

This is my 2nd time straightened only.. the 1st time was in year 2006.. haha.. so long edy..

Now, can't wash hair for 3 days, can't tie hair for 2 months.. and need to apply oil everyday..
sungguh memafankan.. lol

Spent alot for this one.. Its a package which included pre and post-treatment.. trim abit.. and the total : about more than half of the amount I paid 3 years ago.. lol..
Sat there for more than 4 hours~ read magazine.. read the book I bought earlier.. wah.. tak boleh tahan.. eyes keep closing.. hahaha.. so damn sleepy lor.. sigh.. from around 3pm++ sit until 7pm++..


And.. I saw Miss Pee Hui Han.. but dunno she didn't see me.. haha.. I wanted to call her but I can't move my head as they were 'steaming' my hair.. lol.. she was just sitting behind me only leh.. haha.. she didn't wear specs la so can't see me.. lol..



Wonder how long the straightness can last.. haha..

yes.. today is de last day of de hard core long semester.. with 6 heavy subjects.. and.. everything is over now.....

I know I've abandoned my blog for quite some time... when I don't feel like writing yet I've so much to talk and express.. I just can't type a single word.. dunno why~

really want to 'report' about de prom nite.. my studies in this 14 hectic weeks.. my final exams.. my activities in gakkai.. how i cope with so called stress and how I went thru my nites being a stalker.. lol.. my serious addiction towards facebook and on9ing.. angry moments.. happppppyyy moments, sad moments, lonely moments and.. lots more~~

now.. everything has become a history of mine.. and I shall just keep it as a memory.. hope it won't get deleted from my memory ram.. haha..

Seriously, when think if it.. time just pass so damn freaking fast.. *tick tick tick* and just went off.. it didn't want to wait for me..and it won't wait for anyone though~ haha.. sometimes, it was so scary that it went tooo fast.. I got scared~ :P

This semester, I've been very daring person.. almost all these subject I only start studying one day before.. In my next blog post when my results are out.. u will see lots of REGRET word there.. haha.. why??? why I like this and like that??? why??? hahahaa :P


and.. one more.. my sleeping pattern.. hmm....

I've been sleeping only for 3-4 hours everyday..

My new year resolution for year 2009 is to sleep early... hahhhaha.. maximum by 1am have to sleep edy.. but.. due to deadlines and last minutes works.. I always stayed up late.. then, when nothing to do.. I will spend it by playin games and chatting~ sigh~

My 'good fren' Mr Panda is becoming my very best fren now.. hahahhahah.. :P and I have to get rid of him.. cannot stay tooo close.. lol.. anyone get my joke? lol :)

I really need to adjust back properly and I need lots of motivation and determination in doing so.. please stop me and SCOLD me to turn off my com after 1am~ sigh~


***

Now, I have 2 weeks of holidays .. before I start my Internship.. guess what.. I no longer working at APE Ideas... but.. at Ti-Ratana.. its a social work based.. hmmm... totally 360 degree changed.. I've no idea why they could just change jus like that.. no notification untill de day we signed for our agreement n submitted the particular forms like that.. sigh~

So now, I dunno I should be happy or not of being placed here.. I think I should be more happy in here compared to APES.. cos.. I will have more frens together here.. though I only know 2 ppl out of about 7-8 ppl being placed there.. haha... good chance to get to know others better.. hehe.. I'm de only one from my class.. no more gila-gila with the girls for 4 months edy.. ahhahaha :P
Now, I need to travel even further.. its at Salak Selatan~ Next week I have to go explore edy.. sienz~


-

This 2 weeks won't be a holiday for me though.. after go for 2 trips.. come back edy then I have to do my FYP.. left ONE week to do.. one week to do 2 chapters.. my god~ I can ma?? I doubt it lor.. sigh.. and many other things i need to catch up.. especially my dance.. i seriously suck in this dance now.. been practicing the same all over again for few weeks i still cant master it properly.. sigh.. my memory and skills problems..

Okie.. now, I still have lots of things to update and 'report'.. but I need to sleep~ hahahah.. I need rest... after burning midnite oils for so many nites.. lol..

I NEED REST~ I need a good sleep and dreams~~~ hehe..

nitezz~

On Friday, was having CMT II presentation.. in a mock seminar style.. of course I wasn't the main speaker, but emcee.. so still gotto be very formal type..

During preparation, hand shaking..

During opening, mouth shaking..

Whole body shake shake.. hahah :P

This one, its kinda 'normal' la.. that's how I presented in front of class during all sorts of presentations right??

But still.. I still have the super anxious feelings.. sigh~


Feedback:

-> u very good in emcee-ing. (wahahhhaa.. so happy :D lol thank u wor)



*****



On Saturday night, during Dove Dance practice.. I'm in-charged of Study session..

supposed to present last month, but keep delaying as I not free or no transport and all..

so yesterday, finally its time for me to TALK!

was so nervous again~ during practice.. can't really concentrate too.. sigh.. keep worrying..

My topic is on Relationship.. I will share it here next round.. relationship, doesn't mean just de girl boy type of r/ship.. can be with family, friends or coworkers..

I've cited from a book.. its a whole chapter with about more than 10 pages.. but hv to summarize into just a 5-10 minutes talk..

during de Study session.. my audience.. I think got more than 30 people.. or 40++ I'm not too sure.. ranging from small kids to adults.. do you know how stressful was it? sigh~


Feedbacks:

-> not bad eh, very clear :) (hahaha, thank u thank u)
-> too many English words, some might not understand. (Yea, have to deliver in Cantonese and my Study was taken from an English writen book.. sigh~)
-> wah, relationship wor.. hmmm... ahhahaa :P



*****


And finally, today.. just now..

have to share my experience upon my enshrinement.. during Gohonzon Appreciation Night just now..

Ok lo, I thought I can handle cos its about myself right??

But, its not as easy as I thought..

I wrote a script earlier, its about half an A4 size, but during my speech just now, when I was trying to look at de paper to see back what have I wrote.. seriously.. I was blank in de moment and couldn't rmbr what I wanted to deliver then.. I couldn't see a single word from the paper at all..

was I that nervous????


sigh~~~~~~

In addition, my audience...ranges from adolescent to late adulthood.. wah lau weh~ I dunno whether they understand what I was trying to say or not lor.. haha.. And also I think got about more than 20 ppl.. and I only know about 20% of the people there.. others.. strangers~~ so scary!!!

Feedbacks :

-> good good.. very loud voice!
-> wah~ not bad wor just now.. got confident ya.. :)
-> erm, dont really understand certain part.. cos you dunno how to express some words, so de sentences become incomplete lor.. (yea, I was delivering it in Cantonese~~~yess.. Cantonese AGAIN... hmmm..)



*****


you see, everyday and night I gotto worry about all these.. wah.. really very tiring lor..

and tonite.. finally I will have a good night sleep.. lol..

NITEZZ~ :)

Received email from Miss LLL yesterday.. after waited for so long~ feeling so excited whenever I check my mails..

So, the interview session will be on this coming Thursday (2nd of April)
So nervous and excited.. but worried too.. because, I don't know much about the organization~

Will be going there with Mun Mun.. hehe.. at least I have company eh.. phew~

And the organization's name is APE Ideas..

APE Ideas.. what will first comes to your mind when u see this?? Ideas eh???

When google-ed for it.. and it appear to be an event management company..

A-Advertising, P-Promotion and E-Event.

hmmm.. so what will be our job task there?? (if we ever got it la) haha..

At human resource department perhaps?? not sure..

FYI, I'm currently taking Psychology, not Advertising, Boardcasting nor PR.. lol..

Anyhow, I think it will be an interesting and challenging one *take a deeeeep breath*

sigh~ this Thursday... successful or not? Hopefully~ I will chant MORE~ I guess this is my first time attending interview?? Erm, previously at Prudential that one tak kira la.. haha..

It will be at Kelana Jaya, Dataran Prima.. I dunno where is it? Got to know that their previous office was at Dataran Glomac, which I knew where is it.. but this one, not too sure.. Google-ed map it, and its just nearby..


Interview~ sigh..

Friends.. wish ME luck!! haha.. eh no.. wish US (Mun Mun and I) luck!! hehe


- today found out something about Utar's management.. too sensitive to be discussed here..

just don't understand why they want to do so.. and why some other people want to do that..
so funny when we were discussing about it.. 'someone' disagree with whatever we said and banned everything because she wasn't at de same track as us.. LOL.. and pissed me off a lil~ nvm~ haha... very long don't have that feeling come out edy..

- this matter doesn't really affect me so don't care much..
BUT.. If.. if la.. (MunMun worried about) If, that organization will only wants to hire ONE intern (means either one of us) and the other one will be 'dump' to Cybercare.. then I think its extremely UNFAIR!!! Not to mean that Cybercare is not good or what but what for they want to place two people there for interview and only one will get the job? They should put some other alternative ways.. sigh.. we shall know what will happen after everything.. LOL~

Today went to Sect 14 for lunch.. suddenly craving for spaghetti and pizza during the lecture class as we were discussing about cultural and people's customs~ lol so we (tanbee, vyro, nono and mun mun)head to Pizza Hut for the lunch set.. managed to get to eat both spaghetti and pizza.. haha :) We've 3 and a half hours break that time..


After lunch, went to SS2 cos tanbee wants to pay her Maxis phone bill.. Beside there's a boutique next door at 1st floor.. they've a signboard displaying pictures of dresses and nice gowns.. and.. the interesting part was.. it stated 40% off there! LOL..


So me, vyro and mun went up to see while tanbee payin for her bill and nono waiting and jaga de car..hahaa..


There's not much clothes in that shop.. perhaps just a simple one.. with some accesories, formal clothes, dresses, gowns, heels and etc..


First thing we saw was the long gown.. something like this...







hahahaha.. kua cheong hor??? lol


but its kinda brownish + goldish in colour.. with some crumpled patterns + beads in the middle.. but not sure whether de material is de same or not.. The price is RM199.00.. wow.. but with a small cardboard with 70% there.. hmmm.. asked de sales girl there said de price is before less.. so after less will be RM50++ only!!!

WAH~ very 'dai' eh.. but still thinks it is very kua cheong.. haha..

walked around and saw something else.. very cute one like the one in purple, but with additional ribbon in de waist.. colours available are white, brown and blue.. white was nice~





So Mun and I tried it on... BUT... ahhahahaah... due to our size.. LOL.. we look extremely fat in it!! hhhahaha.. sorry if we tore de dress (used to much force to put it in) muahahhaa.. JK~


So funny..


Then, vyro grabbed the long one for me and asked me to try ~ hmm.. ok lor..

And.. hmmmm... I look much more slimmer than de first one.. hahahahah..
the length is just nice.. erm, but its kinda loose, cannot see my 'figure'... hahahah.. but can be adjusted cos they've ribbon to tie it behind.. and de sales girl gave me a pair of heels to try on.. and .. wah... how she know my size..? Just nice too~ and I can walk with it.. hahaha :) the colour really suits de gown.. But didn't check the price.. was to rush for it..

Tanbee came up and have a look and rushed us to go back liao.. haha..


Too rush made me so dizzy after that.. I'm not superman leh.. need some time to change mar.. hahaa.. u noe la.. I so baba nyonya style~ wahahhaha :P



So .. after being so cheong hei.. Should I get the long dress????? Last piece there~

SHOULD I??????????????????

:)

We went to M.O.S.

We went to Ball Night

We went to Sunway Lagoon

We went party ALL DAY LONG~




see.. it's true leh~


From morning..




till evening...





Continue with Ball Night in Sunway Resort Ballroom..





and.. played at Sunway Lagoon earlier on..




ahahhahaha~


No lar.. we went to work arr.. so hardworking you know..


After we've completed all our assignments.. its time for us to do something else..

Last month, I've received call from DSA (Department of Student's Affair) - Miss Ong..
she asked me whether I can work on the 21st of March @ Sunway. No pay, but provided transports and lunch. So its kinda volunteering work.

Ok, I checked my schedule, I asked my other friends.. a few of us agreed to help. Me, Ah Mon, NoNo, XiuXin, HaHa and Tan Bee..

But, end up only 4 of us went, HaHa and Tan Bee ffk-ed.. LOL :P



Saturday 210309 (my lucky number?? LOL)


I reached PB at 7.55am, I only saw guards and 1 guy wearing Utar Tee, and a small Utar bus. Walked to the reception area, its not open yet.. called Ah Mon - still waiting for bus, called NoNo - still at Tiara, called XX - noboday answer @@

before Ah Mon reached, the Utar Bus left.. hmmmm...

Nobody knows what event is that, which Sunway - can be pyramid, college, or even lagoon.. I thought it will be an outdoor event as its a campaign by Dato Sri Dr Ng Yen Yen.

Got the feeling that perhaps the bus left earlier? The thing cancelled?? We're supposed to wait at PD instead of PB??? We even plan for what's our next plan if the thing really cancelled.. LOL.. watch movie~ hehehe :p


Okie, finally the bus to Sunway came, there's a few more guys and some of our coursemates.. and some very dramatic incident happened.. haahha :P

We only know that we'll be going to Sunway Resort and Spa for a Purple Ribbon launching campaign by Dato Sri Dr Ng Yen Yen (Ministry of Women, Family and Community)



Bus departed from PB to Sunway Resort at around 8.30am


Reached there, look for the venue of the event, its at the Ballroom where Utar had their Ball Nite, wow.. we get to experience what they've experienced that night.. haha


see.. looks familiar right?? haha..




When 3 of us reached up there.. there's a very huge crowd in there.. feel so lost.. saw a few people wearing purple collar tee.. and I saw Sg Long's fren - Sze Mun.. oh okay, they are all Utarians too..

registered ourselves, get changed and start work..

work?? there's nothing we can help, they've too many volunteers from sg long.. haha.. saw de another fella.. really looks familiar.. think think think.. Oooooo.. its my first choice in foundation.. hahaha.. then look around and saw another person.. think think think.. Ooooo.. its de guy who borrowed my laptop .. haha.. rain n sw's fren.. lol.. Au Yong.. then, saw de attendance list and I saw Adele's name.. hmm.. but i didn't see her wor.. suddenly someone called my name.. oh.. its her.. I met her then.. lol


Seriously, de 3 of us didn't do any work yet.. and we had their dim sum breakfast buffet at that level and then we went down to 13th floor for coffee and also some bread.. so enjoying..


and become tea lady~





Then, went up and wait again.. Wait for work to do.. but nothing.. cos everyone is in de Ballroom launching de campaign..


Registration area..






So.. Guess what we did due to boredom?? hehe..


We promoted our Prom Night to Sg Long (thru Adele.. haha) and she promoted her Community Service Society's 22 Famine Hours activity.. exchange infos and contacts.. LOL.. so business like.. haha

at around near 12pm.. they asked us to have our lunch and explain to us what we're supposed to do after our quick lunch..

Just right before we go for our lunch.. our XiuXin jie just arrived.. haha.. so lucky~

They guided us into a room with those round tables of 10.. we've to fill up our table with 10 person then only they will serve us food.. hmmm.. why so weird wan?? what are we eating wor??

And this is our menu and food~


WOW!!! BEST LUNCH EVER WHILE WORKING.. HAHA









nice dim sum~




shark fin wei~ slurrrps~ nicey nicey








and more... haha..









after lunch...

we're supposed to put feedback forms on each and every chair.. due to de over supply of workers.. we were done in within 5 mins.. hahaha... and... we've nothing to do AGAIN!! @@


and we took pictures around.. haha..









nice deco.. sure very expensive de..





We were also asked to attend for de talk by two famous speakers and writers if I'm not mistaken.. and also host by Dr Ng.. At first I thought.. wah, die lo.. want me and vyro suffer me?? We hardly understand Mandarin wan wor.. but overall it was okay, the Mandarin was understandable.. hahaha.. except for an old lady who gave opinion, with her philosophical and deeeeeep Mandarin speaking.. NoNo and XiuXin sat so far away from us.. no one to translate for us.. sobs~ hahaaha...





The talk was about Family.. how to keep a happy and harmony family~ :) husband and wife relationship and parenting style :) interesting too~

About 4.30, the talk ended and we went out to 'work' - yeah~ seriously.. work.. haha.. to give out goodies bags, guests were required to give back the feedback forms and the sticker they got earlier when they got in. But,some aunties said they've lost their sticker and all.. hmmm.. it was all in a mess as we can't make any decision whether to give or not, I saw the CSS Pres quite stress edy.. hahaha... stress given by them.. lol...

The goodies bags weren't enough and I wanted the bag so badly too.. haha..

They even take more from the store room and it wasn't enough too.. sobs~ nvm lor..

But.. in the end before we left, we all got the goodies bags too.. and.. there are still half a room filled with the goodies bags.. hmmm..

It's a very nice bag and alot of free gifts inside.. LOL.. cannot be mentioned here.. *ahem*




Yeah~ us with de nice bags.. but not so good quality.. ahhaha




and 38-ly checking what's inside.. LOL~ really 38 lor..




even toilet also don't want to let go.. sigh~


Oh ya.. the most important thing~ I won the lucky draw~!!! wahhaha...


among 50 prizes (if I'm not mistaken la)... I won~ lol.. top 5 sumore.. and I think they've more than thousands of people there..



TADAA~












Guess what I won??? :D














Wahahaha... who wants to (s)stand(/s) spend one night with me?? :P


LOL~




I damn lucky right?? lol.. I've never been so lucky in lucky draw thingy.. haha :P My fisrt time I think~

- Luck comes when we least expected -

very true~ ^^




So we left..




but this pic was taken inside Sunway Pyramid..

Aren't these girls supposed to follow Utar bus back at 6pm?? Why are they still lepaking in de mall huh??

Because... the whole bus only got 3 of us.. the other 6 guys left and don't want to go back so early.. so since de bus uncle need to come back at 7pm to fetch another round, so he waited and we lepak for another 1 hour lor..


- Luckily I've told earlier that I won't be able to make it for dance practice.. but, no transport also.. again.. I need to do something about it.. but I've no guts.. seriously.. sigh~


While walking around the mall.. I bought something.. cis.. tangan gatal betul.. hahah.. but only RM10.. don't worry.. hehe..

Wanted to take our dinner there as we still have plenty of time..

Suddenly, received an SMS from another 38 fella.. who FFK-ed this job.. askin where are we.. any plans after our work.. bla bla..

So... we end up heading to 1U to watch movie..

We watch "Love Matters".

Wanted to watch it since long long time ago.. no chance only.. but this time his movie failed to make me cry.. hhaahha :P and de part I truly burst out my laughter was de part Lai Meng came out when Lam Tak Weng's gf introduce her.. the scene she came out with fan.. so spooky and funny.. haha.. but of cos.. de whole thing was like expected too.. lol


Smuggled our 'dinner' into de cinema.. Apple and Banana Pies~

Finally reached home before 1am.. consider ok la.. but.. the next day have to wake up as early as 6.30 AGAIN.. for SGM seminar... phew..

hahahahah...

My title : 6 Poops (Shits)

LOL~

yea, we've produced 5 shits within 1 week and another one today.. and it finally ended! phew~

These refers to mid terms lar.. lol..

A small retreat for myself today after exam --> Oreo Chocolate Frosty from Wendy's!
hahaha.. yummy~~

was so hungry and 'stress' during the exam.. sigh~ luckily its just an hour long..
after exam, went to lab to finish up my I/O assignment report on mini survey that caused me to 'waste' my time whole night yesterday.. that I only revise for my exam early this morning~
not blaming anything but myself~ procrastinating!!!

Today just a minor celebration yum cha session to mark the ending of "Mid Terms" BUT not ASSignments and presentations.


2 ASSes due this Friday.
1 Presentations this Friday.
1 Presentation coming Monday.
1 Presentation next Thursday.
2 more on following week.
1 Activity with Rumah Hope on following week too :)


My weekends for both this week and next week are fully booked.. LOL..
I need a long sleeeeep~~~~
This Saturday, doing some 'charity' again... I've no idea what the event really is.. I'm not sure whether its at Sunway College, Sunway Pyramid or Sunway Lagoon.. lol.. what I know its only Sunway.. haha.. that what I heard on the phone..
Have to gather at Utar as early as 7am!! My God~ and work work work.. till 5pm.. yea, not sure 5pm end or 5pm reach here @@


Then, continue with DDG practice at night.. really hope that I can go! Last week, I missed it and have to FFK my sharing session.. haih... cannot don't go edy this week!
(I haven't prepare for my 'study' properly yet leh..Will be an interesting topic - Relationship. But will I able to make it interesting?? hopefully yes~)


On Sunday morning, will be attending SGM Seminar from 9am till 12pm. Its Chinese version session @@ as I won't be able to attend for next week's English version session.. haha..


Then, at night~ finally.. Sim Ai's back in ACTION.. lol.. Will be attending Student Division (SD) gathering.. muahaha..


though it will be a restless weekend but I don't feel the tiredness there cos.... NO more ASSignments and Mid Terms.. woohooo!! happy happy!!
(means have to start busy with Prom Night thingy edy :D)





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I've "Naik Pangkat" to become *ahem ahem*~ still doubting my capability to become one~ sigh! BUT, I will strive and work hard on it! Thanks for your support and encouragements :) Hope I won't dissapoint all of YOU~

This post I 'curi' from Ah Po's blog.. haha.. she dedicated it for me and I shall post it here :)

to remind myself~

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This is specially for
Sim Ai , a SWS (Soka Women Spirit) sharing by auntie Stacy which she missed last Friday night.

There are two types of illness


- illness of the body :- physical well being of the body

and

- illness of the mind


Illness of the mind here is not referring to the mental health of our mind but more to the fundamental darkness that lurks within our inner self.

Our fundamental darkness consist of three poisons:-



Greed, anger and stupidity/ignorance


* greed - comparing yourself with others, envious and wanting more.

* anger - angry with your environment and filled with hatred

* stupidity/ignorance - naive and driven by blindness

I'm sure every human has experience all three as these three are connected. Greed drives us to anger and that leads us to stupidity.

For example , Miss H is jealous of her friend who had the new phone. This greed leads to anger and the questioning of "why must she have the new phone? I want one too" which in turn leads to spending money on the new phone, ignorance. In another time, Miss H would be jealous of another friend with a newer phone and the vicious cycle continues.

No human can escape from this fundamental darkness of illness. The best we can do is supress it, to control it.

* wisdom - able to think wisely out of the greedy situation

* courage - to rise above your angry life condition

* compassion - to give, to help rather than standing alone

An additional piece :- in life we cannot escape from the four sufferings

Birth, illnesss, old age and death

Everyone of us SURE have been/will go through these four stages.

Since we cannot escape from death, we might as well make the best of our life by spreading value, by choosing to stand up and fight so that we could take our final breath with no regret.

Sim Ai ah po, please make yourself free on the 22nd of March 2009, from 7 pm onwards.Also, please continue to chant for a victorious life.



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ah po.. I will make myself free on that night!!! :) see u there :) oh ya, arrange transport for me arr.. hahhah .. and I WANT you to pick me up!! YOU!! .. hahaha :P





hahaha~ so funny~

Dear Students from PR, PY, JR and EL programmes ONLY ,
For the May 2009 semester, there will be a BIG CHANGE affecting your life as a UTAR student.
Please come to
PC203
tomorrow, Wednesday, March 11
at 3 p.m.
to find out what this BIG CHANGE is all about and how it will affect you.
Our meeting will be very short - less than 20 minutes - so please be punctual.
If you come late, you may miss my announcement!
Thank you very much!
Dr Carmen Nge





Above is a notice from Utar Intranet - for us to have a short meeting with our Dean..

Just got the announcement on yesterday from course rep and thinking of skipping this meeting because I only have class till 11.30am.. Gotto wait for 3 1/2 hours eh.. but nvm, I spent 2 1/2 hours in completing my report.. and yup, finally, with help from Siew Mun, I've finished it! sigh~

From the notice above, sounds very serious hor.. haha

Some were guessing -

- Will we be moved to Kampar??

- Will we be moved to PD block??

- Will we follow the system where we don't need to follow the timetable anymore??

hmmm.. guess guess guess.. make me more interested to attend the meeting.. haha

As introduction, Dr Carmen told us that.. We will have cheaper food as the cafeteria will reduce the price (don't know real or not la), we will have better and cleaner toilets, we will have a more spacious campus block, won't have problems with parking and etc..

sounds like Kampar's life hor.. haha.. BUT... UNFORTUNATELY NOT~

lol.. yeap, I really hope to move to Kampar~

but seems that majority of the students doesn't want to..

so, the answer is..


We will be moving to PD block on May 2009!!


till we graduate.. so PC will be fully used by FCI students - advertising, graphic design and boardcasting (ooo.. means I won't get to see Mr Coconut anymore.. sobs~)

But we won't be FICT students la.. still under FCI.. hehe..

Moving to PD block do have its advantages and disadvantages..

and hey~ back to Foundation life~ hehe :) two years ago.. with the fellow TA22ian - Siok Wah, Rain, Mel, Shirley, Kenny :)

better library environment and more convenient (I love PD's library compared to PH) , really more spacious campus, save money on FOOD (everyday mamak stalls-front and back, and SP corner?? I nvr try before.. haha).. No longer need to walk for a few kilometres from PC to PG to and fro everyday anymore.. (they are moving us to PD cos Utar's tenant agreement with PG has ended.. LOL.. so tak cukup classrooms for us)

But,will have more disadvantages for those staying at section 17, ss2, MC and Tiara.. haha... cos, they only left UTAR bus as their transportation.. bus 12, bus 99 and other buses.. will need to walk for quite a distant..

We, Y2S3 PY students will only move in on September, cos May will be our Industrial Attachment mer.. haha..


:) PD~ here I come!! :)



When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you




:)


this is not a new song..
just that some of the lyrics are really meaningful..
which can be referred to anyone~ your important ones~

no worries, I'm not emo-ing.. hahahaha :P
just want to share this with everyone :)
go youtube and search for the song la..

Date : 18th April 2009 (Saturday)

Time : 6.30pm to 10.00pm

Venue : Tropicana Golf & Country Resort (semi outdoor - pool side)

Price : RM 90

Dress Code : Formal


For more info, visit our blog at starry2night.wordpress.com








Hey people!

It's Prom Night time~

This is organized by our class (PY6 of Year 2 Sem 3) and with support from others as well..

Now,why not after graduation or after final exams.. We haven't even go for our Industrial Attachment yet? What so rush about having a Prom Night now in the middle of nowhere???

The reasons are as follows :-

1) To enhance the relationship of ALL UTAR Psychology students. Its in the middle cos..just in case maybe some hunks fall for a chick on that night.. then at least they still have about a year to do the connection.. lol

2) To expand your network connections. You may ask your friends to join us as well.. So there, you not only will meet psycho people.. oppps.. i mean people from psychology~ hahaha.. (my frens will kill me .. )

3) Have a night be be like a star~ :)


COME COME COME!!


Bring your friends!! Your boyfriend, your girlfriend~ your boyfriends' friends.. your girlfriends' friends.. whoever!!


Interested to go please do not hesitate to ask me for more info!!




Below is the map to the venue~


hey, long time no see~ haha

no worries.. I'm doing good here.. not dead yet.. LOL :)

Busy with this and that, not just academically but also entertainment (phew, at least still got entertainment for me) and also lots of lots of charity works since January till now.. haha.. I've done many good deeds.. lol.. *proud*

Everytime I want to post about certain event, I would delay and delay , lazy here and there.. then end up, no mood to write edy... thats why my blog have been dead for about more than a month .. sigh..

Don't know how to start a new post.. what event or want to emo about what.. So~ I will post up this newly composed lyrics by my dear class rep - Miss Chang Pei Qi (Kei Gor~) :D

I think she's too stress till have time to composed such thing out, she failed to meet our own assignment deadline where she will need to buy 4 of us lunch tmr (KFC eh.. hahaha) See, she still has time for these.. ya, to release stress.. I understand, but.. u still need to buy us lunch though.. wahhaha.. :P


pin yin done by Tan Bee Yee.. also need something to release stress~ LOL


enjoy~



歌名:飞.小强
背景音乐:红蜻蜓
歌词:四月 (Miss Chang Pei Qi)

书啊书啊
(shu ah shu ah)
看那厚厚书本堆在满遍书桌
(kan na hou hou shu ben dui zai man pian shu zuo)
眼泪在眼中 不敢流出的冲动
(yan lei zai yan zhong bu gan liu chu de chong dong)
书桌是晚上的床 电脑就是我的伙伴
(shu zuo shi wan shang de chuang dian nao jiu shi wo de huo ban)
熬夜是生活~~
(au ye shi sheng huo~~)

我们的生活也像恐怖电影里面的梦
(wo men de sheng huo ye xiang kong bu dian ying li mian de meng)
天天在惊吓我们 准时交功课
(tian tian zhai jing xia wo me zhun si jiao gong ke)
旁边的小强就是我现在的小小英雄
(pang bian de xiao qiang jiu shi wo xian zhai de xiao xiao ying xiong)
多希望有一天能和它一起飞
(duo xi wang you yi tian neng he ta yi qi fei)

当功课越来越多 唱k shopping 越来越少
(dang gong ke yue lai yue duo chang k shopping yue lai yue shao)
我知道我已慢慢的长大了
(wo zhi dao wo yi man man de zhang da liao)
顽强的小强曾几何时
(wan qiang de xiao qiang cheng ji he shi)
也在我的夜里变得越来越多了
(ye zai wo de ye li bian de yue lai yue duo liao)

我们~~~~都已经长大
(wo men~~~~dou yi jin zhang da)
好多书 正在堆
(hao duo shu zhen zai dui)
就像童年 看到的哥哥的书桌
(jiu xiang tong nian kan dao de ge ge de shu zuo)

我们~~~都已经长大
(wo men~~~dou yi jing zhang da)
看到书 就想飞
(kan dao shu jiu xiang fei)
就像此刻 看到的会飞的小强
(jiu xiang ci ke kan dao de hui fei de xiao qiang)




nice?? lol

I want to 'learn' this song.. after all the deadlines and mid terms.. hehe :) wait for me~

Shall make it as our PY6 Theme Song~ hehe

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