its very late at night and im still here.. supposed to get more sleep as been burning midnight oil for the past 2 nights...
(J, yesterday nite i wasn't asleep yet.. just that i keep my hp a distance away from me and on silent.. haha..sorry for not answering and thought it was just a missed call..)
just now.. dropped by at everyone in my blog list friends' blog... (so free huh??) cos feel that im kinda outdated already..
reading blog = get myself updated with their life :)
posting blog = for the sake of updating it.. LOL.. no la. vice versa lor..
today is my 3rd paper - on theories of counselling and psychotherapy..
erm.. so called screwed up la.. didn't expect it to be the 'easy' ones to be out..
like last friday, went early to library to do my very last minute revision.. normally its time for me to memorize.. but this time.. i just go thru by using 'Smartag' (teet, just scan only..not even 'touch n go')
then supposed to lunch wid others at jaya one.. but need to walk kinda far.. k, i admit im lazy.. haha.. but.. to fill up my empty stomach, have to la.. but at around 11 ++ peiqi called and said she gonna reach library soon.. so we end up eating at mamak.. finished our food in 10 mins.. back to library continue studying till 20 mins before exam starts.. LOL..
(aku main dengan jodoh dan nasib lagi.. jangan tanya apa tu ye :))
in the exam hall..
while i filling up my particulars on the booklet.. i heard people saying "sh*t"..
then i was like.. ohh.. sure not easy anymore or something unexpected will appear in front of me in a few seconds.. haha...
tadaa...! opened.. scanned for those theories names.. wow.. all three also im not familiar with and didn't put much effort in reading them.. OMG!
2 hours.. try hard to recall back everything.. all NINE theories mixed up edy.. so just throw everything in.. sure got some marks then.. still.. i managed to write more than half a booklet.. haha.. as usual.. my own grandmother stories.. :)
nvm.. its over~
"You cannot change the past, BUT you can change the future"
it's what written on my bookmark.. a quote from Ikeda Sensei.. okay, i shall rmbr this forever!
i will tryyyyy my very best to score for my last paper.. sigh.. hopefully to pull up my cgpa..
oh, PY6 ladies...
next week after our paper we'll have BBQ at peiqi's house as what we've planned earlier.. :)
(can't wait :P)
so... 5 more days before my last paper.. but i've only two and a half days to study.. 2 days for dance practice and half day to go 'shopping'.. shop for BBQ stuffs.. haha..
2 days of dance practice.. thursday we'll start to practice at outdoor.. ooo.. reminds me of P50.. need to apply sunblock.. cannot wear black tshirt and hv to wear shoes... haha.. most importantly.. bring enough water!!! don want to get exhausted anymore...
i know, people will scold me.. always dance dance dance and perform.. spend your time to study better la.. hahaha.. and i'll always ignore them.. haha..
this is not my 1st time anyway..
(i've told sw this) i've found out that.. before i get myself involve in something.. i'll sure complain that i wouldn't have the time to do so... and keep avoiding.. haha.. but... when i'm into it edy.. i still manage to separate them all and won't let one affect another.. hmmm.. that's good.. haha..
its my own choice that i''ve made the decision.. so i'll responsible to it (fuiyoh, applying existential therapy wei..LOL)
for example.. i've started my nail art thingy when i was still struggling with assignments datelines and final exams preparations.. but.. my nail art lesson is not the cause for me not to start studying earlier..
now, every saturdays and even thursday's nites.. i need to go for 6.15 practice.. come to think about it.. im not wasting my time there at all.. the time i took for attending practices.. i won't be doing anything beneficial at home too.. instead, i get to sweat out, meet friends and new friends, contribute to kosen-rufu (is it consider too? haha) and while the steps are getting more difficult and i have muscle pain everytime after practice.. i still think its enjoying even though got abit of stress la.. haha... i shall take it as challenges !!! there's no short cut to achieve our goals..
choose not to avoid or complain..
view it positively and the world is gonna be a better place..!!!! :)
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